I wish I could fix my life and find the right friends for me but the right friends don't exist :(.

It's difficult for me to find people I vibe with since what I want is difficult to find and people assume what im looking for is a bad thing but what they don't do is ask questions and try to learn more about my reasons why I like certain things the way I do. It's just I was born with ADHD, OCD, High Functioning ASD. I'm sorry im not perfect for everyone. Sadly others have kinds messed me up mentally too. Others have given me trauma, social anxiety, loneliness and depression due to their poor choices and not trying to understand me. I'm already dealing with a lot of stress at home with my stepmom being a control freak and a Helicopter parent and making me do chores all the time. I don't have a work/Life balance like I should. So now I'm just a wild mess. Sorry if this was a lot to take In.

You ever try the Meetup app? I'm having a hard time meeting people, but I'm starting to socialize with people with common interests. I understand how you feel though.

I have but I don't have much free time as it is I work full time and I don't have a healthy work/life balance. Idk what will work for me.

Oh ok. What kind of work if you don't mind me asking?

I work at meijer as a cart pusher and at a nursing home as a dishwasher and at home doing chores because my parents force me to do it.

The workload is stressing me out because I don't have anyone to hang out with. I don't have any friends In Michigan close to me.

This may be too personal, but why two jobs? Why not just one full time job? I understand if it is for financial reasons. That's a lot to have on you. I'm sorry I don't have an answer. Just know I understand. 🤗 Hugs🤗

It's mainly a redundancy reasons if one job gets rid of me I have the other.

Oh ok. You ever think about going to school? And starting a career with more job security? I know nothing is guaranteed, but why not be a little more gentle with yourself? Give yourself a break? Just a thought. What are you good at/what do you enjoy?

It happens. Keep working your 50, trim the fat on your lifestyle, start investing in yourself, in the stock market etc, build your empire now and life after 30 will be a breeze

Yeah I was thinking of going to MCTI later this year

I enjoy a lot of things I do but that's not really the dilemma here.

I wish I could be easier to myself but sadly life is difficult you have to play it's game

Life is what you make it. Hope you figure it out. You're young. You have time.

We dont live forever live it the best you can you don't know when mother nature will take your life away from you. Sorry for the negativity just idk how to enjoy life

Sorry for thinking thjs way it's just sometimes that's just how life is

I'll be your friend? I no the feeling of not having friends. When I chose to worry about myself and ignore the fact they only wanted me around for things they wanted is when they all suddenly stopped being around. So I've been alone and I to fight with social anxiety and I understand the stress of just wanting someone to be there. I know where the mentality is. If your up for being friends your free to DM.