I don't get it.

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Do you feel, how the world's changing? When you were young and smily, trees were taller and people kinder. Not because of their thoughts, but yours. You were more naive and simple. You had dreams and goals. All of you... you were those people, who make this world better by your own light. Did you see Angels on your way? Did you feel other people's kindness? I think about that sometimes. I want to make the world a little bit better, if I can. Sometimes I see the Light in people. Sometimes I feel it in myself. And when I need to feel love, that means I need just people to love to. Not because of them. Because of myself. As I should be kind to be a person. I need that, not they. Because nobody need us kinder more, then we need. I mean... My soul was born to be kind, to love, to give the Light. Just then my kindness, love and light can heal someone else. Not to make me hero. Not to make me perfect. Just to make somebody happy. Because their happiness is the rainbow, which our Lord gave us as His promise. So when I see happy faces (happy souls), I feel filled with warm Light. That is what makes me happy. But sometimes I feel, how empty I am, when I gave all I had, and nobody looked at me, nobody saw me in my loneliness, my tears, my pain. No, it's okay to be strong. It's absolutely okay. But sometimes I feel tired to be okay. Sometimes (like in this moment) I want to be happy. Just be myself and be fine, feel fine, great, awesome... to feel alive. These times I should give happiness to someone else, but I have no energy for that. I'm laying on my bed and feeling like I'm lonely angel without the nimbus. My wings are destroyed. My light isn't bright. I'm feeling like I'm falling... asleep? Nope... I'm falling down, like the leaves, which I love so much. Sometimes I need to cry a little bit. Because there are so many kind people in the world, but no one, who can just hug me as my God, and tell me that I am the one. So world isn't empty. People are kind. Trees are tall. I love trees as I loved them, when I was a kid. But what is changed? If I'm still a naive kid, if I still see the Light in people, what is changed? Why I feel so lonely? Why I need someone special to feel happy? Of course, somebody very smart will say: "Because you need to love yourself first". But what if this isn't my way to feel the love? What if my way to feel happy is to be someone's special. Just for one person. And why it's too hard to find the one in this world? This world is too big for me I guess. Too big... Once I will smile, thinking about that. Once I will feel happy. But now... I hope, that other people will be a little bit kinder to each other. Please, hug your sweetheart (spouse, kid, parent, friend) while you have the opportunity. Hug them all. Because life is too short, to live without love. Your days aren't yours, if you didn't give them to someone you love. That's my opinion, of course. Maybe I am wrong. Maybe I ain't who I think I am. But I'm alive just because I believe in God, Love and the Light, which our Lord give me every time I'm praying. But today I'm praying for love, because I have love to give, but haven't my the one to give it to, and I too much need to feel the love not from my heart. So... maybe Heaven hear me. Maybe this world is kind, as I believe in. And someone special will find me. Anyway... I want to write a song about more important feeling in this world. And thank you, dear reader, that you're here and reading this. I'm thankful. And I'm sending you the Light I have from God. God loves you. And I'm happy to be alive to tell you that today. Be happy! All will be great.

You never know but you might be someone’s hero.

I don’t wanna be perfect… I just wanna be unique and be okay with it

Was Away For A While But I'm Back Now, Who's Up ?

Would you rather be ninjas or pirates? Why? Why not the other? After much thought I think I'm going to go with pirates my self . I'm not very quiet so no stealth ninja skills here, definitely would fit better in a rowdy pirate crew, traveling around the world and of course booty.. I feel as a outspoken woman, the ninja world would have to many rules and I'd get in trouble for saying, make me too many times..

The best ones are always the farthest.

Like why don’t you practise what you preech. Going to church every Sunday will not make you a good person but how you treat other people well outside of church.

I am not asking if you feel you deserve love. I am being more specific than that. Please read the full post. Do you believe that the kind of person you are right now is someone people would look at and say "yeah, I would date them"? Do you believe that your habits are something people could realistically get used to without putting too much pressure on them? Do you believe you have good coping methods that will allow you to communicate effectively and fairly in arguments and disagreements? I'm not asking you about your self worth. I am challenging everyone who reads this to step outside themselves and see things from the opposite perspective.

I have to admit I’m grateful I can use my lunchtime to nap! 🥰

GOOD MORNING how is everyone doing if anyone on here wants to be friends you can message me I wanna be here to help anyone get through tough times your not alone but that's your choices just trying to be a Really Postive good person keep yall head up and know I'm proud of each and everyone

I'm curious what are your cooldown time to heal if any, before jumping back into another relationship. Either with the same person or another. Myself personally, after my first. It took me a good 5yrs before I tried again. The 2nd heart break, I had a 1yr cooldown. Cause I took a rebound without a healing time, which was a very bad decision. After my last which is the 3rd time, I think I'll just stay single forever. Cause that last one made me suicidal.

i struggle more and more with this time o' year as i get older. my longest lasting relationship's anniversary, my struggle with fireworks- something i have always loved, and still love deep down- the effect it has on local wildlife that i can convince myself to ignore until my own dog in my own apartment is also put off and terrified of them and i just grow more and more of distaste for them every holiday season. not to mention the freakin' heat, arizona is especially sticky this year. i think the only thing i miss about being school aged is loving summer. i should probably start planning a camping trip for this time every year