Riddle me this..

Real question. Everytime someone tries to flirt with me, I feel pissed off and I ignore them. Recently, a friend tried to ask me out and I feel disgusted and angry. I feel like punching him on the face 😂 I know this is not a normal feeling. Usually people feel happy when they know someone likes them. But I dont feel like that. How are we supposed to feel when someone show interest in me? Why I feel this way? Please help me understand my own feelings 😅

Don't put me in a box of your own beliefs. Don't try to solve me, I am not a puzzle. Don't try to fix me, I am not broken.. Just let me be :)

How would you describe your current mood with colors, shapes, textures, sounds, scents, etc? Right now I'm feeling like orange, effervescent bubbles popping and fizzling like pop rocks on your tongue. 🧡 😜

If you could be anybody - would you be you?

Aaah! I'm just not sure why I should bother trying to talk about my mental health issues with anyone. It's a dead end. I struggled with mental illness for so many years and managed to improve after so much work but here is the dilemma: we human beings need sympathetic people to improve. Imo, the most helpful type of therapy I found was person centred (at least for my situation), but the majority of people you talk to are itching to give you advice, or trying to make a point... Sometimes LISTENING is what's needed but I give up, this is just how most people are.

Is it possible to fall in love with 2 people at the same time, they both bring different things to the table ofcourse.

When you want to talk to that person but can't even if you are a total 100% extrovert,brave and bold person. At that time the shy , the fear, the nervousness everything is what a person feels at some point in their life. Has anyone experienced it ??

I thought I would post this one, based on how I hear people say "I always root for the underdog". If you root for the underdog, should you not root for stupid? After all, smart should kick stupid's hinder. Then again, if you believe smart in this world is rare, and stupid is the dominant force, then smart is the huge underdog. Sigh. Oh well.

Iv noticed a trend where women I text with,reply to my text but never text me first.

Some days I’m fine other days I get triggered by people from my past I’ve cut ties with. It also hurts that at one point I cared for them but they didn’t for me. Friendship hurt definitely is not something people talk about.