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nothing has changed, despite years apart dead in my life, alive in my heart . 🖤

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I don’t mind sleeping alone A 45 degree angle towards The sun but still, sometimes Skin remembers touch, like The silk of spring, like light On closed eyes, sometimes Waking as a forward slash Seems a slide into the dark

Farewell my love For you have taught me That love can go through it's seasons... The pain and the happiness Bitter sweet memories But I know you had your reasons My heart will forever always be with you Wherever you may go Let the wind take you On a journey where the grass may be greener... Seek your happiness, build your spirit Become a dreamer May the future she Give, what I couldn't give Be, who I couldn't be Just know wherever you go... A part of you will always be with me

Teach me to sin-- In love's forbidden ways, For you can make all passion pure; The magic lure of your sweet eyes Each shape of sin makes virtue praise. Teach me to sin-- Enslave me to your wanton charms, Crush me in your velvet arms And make me, make me love you. Make me fire your blood with new desire, And make me kiss you--lip and limb, Till sense reel and pusles swim. Aye! even if you hate me, Teach me to sin. It's a mood.

When I think of you I feel the ache in my heart. Knowing that I’ll never get to feel your warmth, Your touch, And your sweet kisses upon my cheek. I’ll never get to hold you again. Share our Eskimo kisses. Laugh while you run with that damn polar bear teddy. You’re gone. My sweet daughter. You’re gone.

What does this poem cause you to think of?

"The whole forest is full of singing; intimacy on top of every branch. - Sparrows and figs, telling about their spring. But one tree those birds abhoringly avoid. - Underneath it, me, joyless one sits and sighs out of concern." - Eino Leino, National poet of Finland.

In a kingdom full of feelings, I sit here and wither away. As my kingdom crumbles, I feel my mind decay. My kingdom becomes tense, I'm tired of feeling so trapped. My minds begun to go downhill, It's so far from snapped. A new home and finances, I think I'm going insane. All I know at this point, Is I wanna put a bullet in my brain. My kingdom of emotions, Is wearing very thin. I have nothing left to say, But put a razor to my skin.

The sun and moon came out to play. The moon, that’s me, that went astray. The sun, that’s you, came down from above. But how could the sun and the moon fall in love? How could the moon, as dark as can be, be matched with the sun who’s full of glee? The sun glowed with a light oh so bright, it attracted the moon every day and night. The moon he thought that he was alone, until this sun came to be known. He loved her with grace at a fast-moving pace and felt his heart fall in place. The sun she thought that darkness feared, her light was going to disappear. She had a plan, she thought so quick, she knew just what would do the trick. She made a plan to meet the moon and so the two star crossed lovers swooned. She kissed his cheek and held his hand, the moon he smiled and felt so grand. He cupped her cheeks and kissed her lips, and so began the first eclipse. So how did the moon and the sun, be the first two lovers to be as one? They learned to love and die each day, so that their love would always stay.

You think you're a chameleon sneaky as can be But what you fail to realize dear it's your true colors that I see

Every source of light Every fearful night I keep plodding along I keep to the same songs Each time I was wrong Each time I thought myself strong All the moments now gone I keep trudging To suffer something incomprehensible To believe one untouchable Nothing to correct my senses Spin through the night senseless Spirit take me Some place nowhere Where I can hide Please find me

Hold fast to dreams For if dreams die Life is a broken-winged bird That cannot fly.

Every day is a new day Some good, others bad A new one nonetheless Don't let one day go to waste they say That's too much effort

"It can't rain every day." Blind panes seek no change The drops all feel the same They feel the same You wonder when they even came Or was the sky always grey? "It can't rain every day."

It's the cold that bothers me.. How I can still feel you. Like looking back on a memory that breathes you back into existence, even if just for a moment. It makes me sad.. but it's your embrace that comforts me. It let's me know that one day this sadness will pass, and that I will feel warm and whole again.

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There's always a rainbow at the end of every rain 🌧️🌈

"In sickness and in health" tested far before they married, When they found out the life they made together that she carried, Was no longer a life and instead a miscarry, And now in prison she sits. Elementary is already hard for most kids, When they're figuring out their place in all of this, But imagine how hard it is for her after losing her innocence, And now in her room she sits. A woman working from sun until moon, Raising many of her own from dusk to noon, Until she finds herself with another one one unfortunate afternoon, And her pleas for his punishment leave her unheard and doomed, And now on the street she sits. Imagine the woman you devote your life to lay dying, In your arms with her belly swollen and no longer fortifying, A fetus that doesn't breathe and now risks her life is so horrifying, But in this current world people are still glorifying, And now on the gravesite he sits.

And so the call To be strong rang out again A life of letting go Accepting what is Lacking control Looking for it of self at least And still My heart shatters And my guts pull out As the weight of loss ripples into me Sitting alone As always. Reaching into Terra Wishing it was time for something else.